Thursday, March 03, 2005



Do you want to know how sad my life is? The high light of my day was finally getting round to eating the 5 fresh fruit/veg that the doctor recommends we eat per day. What the doctor didn't tell you however, is that eating 5 apples in one day makes you do some massive shits. Seriously. It reminded me greatly of the huge mound of dino shit in Jurassic Park. (Dinoshitus Rex?) Ok, maybe that was in bad taste.

I also phoned a producer lady about asking to work on a project shes doing. Shes filming an Asian music video and I'm hoping to get a job on the set. It won't be paied, but its a step in the right direction. After what happened at Cyberdog, I've learned not to get my hopes up.

Wednesday, March 02, 2005



I think there's a distinct possibility I'm depressed again. I only ever feel hungry enough for 1 meal a day, My sleeping patterns are shot to hell, and I literally have no reason to leave the house. I wonder if insanity can develop from depression...

This may warrant further experimentation. After all, what the hell else am I going to do with my time?

Tuesday, March 01, 2005



Was the screening of the Panico Members films. All the films seen tonight were top quality =D In addition, I also picked up some very important email addresses of people I would like to help me bring my own movies to fruition =D

I'm somewhat more up beat today, cause its always great to see your own work come to fruition.

Sunday, February 27, 2005



I really started to become aware of how much of a bitchy asshole I've become recently. My frustrations seem to be taken out at anyone near by for the slightest, most mundane reasons imaginable.

On a seprate note however, my film course team mate and I finished work on our movie =D Its called 'Hairy-beary-itis'. I'll be looking forward to bringing a copy to Scotland next time I go up for my friends and family to see =)

Saturday, February 26, 2005



The days seem to blend into each other. The only days I recognize are Saturdays cause theres nothing good on TV... And cause its shopping day. When we buy a weeks forth of fatty, saturated shit and munch it down.

I only got 2 numbers in the lottery tonight. When I win the lottery I'll expect I'll go ahead with my plans for owning a huge empty house.

I'd love to go insane. If I did, I wouldn't have to worry about anything, except maybe, getting the right spot on the street corner to beg from. That's very important. Those homeless guys seem to know exactly where the best spots are to beg from. Maybe they save up to buy those spots, I dunno, I'm not one of they're members yet =
Life lost its vigor sometime ago, but I'm hoping to get it back soon. When I'm rich, I'll move away from this place. And go start anew on some island threatened by global warming =D

Friday, February 25, 2005



I can't say I'm happy where my life is now, but I can only look forward to where its going =)

Thursday, February 24, 2005



I've been in doubt these past few days. Alot of doubt. I dunno if the film course is gonna lead to my succes. I can only hope, and do my best to find a job in the industry when its all done and over with =(